To Wake Up.

It seems almost as though I woke-
Up from the dream that lasted almost
Forever. And the things I saw indeed
Did shock me, and I finally chose
This moment to wake
Up, into endless chaos and 
Never ending misunderstandings.
To hopeless feelings and lost emotions
And into the midst of confusion,
Of perceptions and images.
The dream I woke from seems rather
Amusing than depressing,
And the loneliness that prevails now
Seems harder than the fakeness then.
It seems as though meaning
Was never there, and the search was
Always meaningless. Like the search
For right and wrong was pointless.
Whilst in the dream, happiness was 
Not to wake, but to stay there 
Always. Hoping to never wake.